January 2012
67 posts
i just had the worst day of my life. but then my boyfriend made the decision to stick with me through everything. he is a wonderful being.
if you’re online. please message me. and i’ll reply privately on my mainblog with my facebook link. i need someone to chat me and distract me. i’m close to ending it. idk what to do
my boyfriend, who has ednos, is now worrying about my anorexia. i purged the other day, and i told him about it. he said i should tell my therapist i’ve relapsed. he said he doesn’t want me to get too thin, and not be cute and warm and cuddly anymore. it wouldn’t be the same he said. so now, i have nobody, accept my blog, to talk to about this. because we promised each other we...
i’m just so tired
i have eaten so much in the past three days. i’m too scared to weigh myself, i’m scared of what my reaction the number will be