I'm not 'pro' anything. I have depression, anorexia nervosa and anxiety. I do not condone glorifying eating disorders, this is my way of documenting my slow, but sure, decline of sound mental state.


ponypancreas:

rose-beds:

yourhearts-amess:

l0laa:

rose-beds:

lovelywordstohear:

terradragon13:

0ne-last-chance:

bloodcuts:

perfect

one day I want to look like this.

No.I know skinny looks nice but
What the fuck is this shit
She has absolutely no curves, and her thighs look like fucking wooden boards, and the way they attach to her caved in fucking stomach (see how it doesn’t even fill in her tiny fucking underwear?) is just awkward.  In fact, just, you can see she has a normal sized skeleton but she starved herself down so that her pelvis just sticks out and ugh
I mean the photography is nice but
These kinds of bodies almost disgust me (That isn’t quite the right word, it’s more.. a mild distaste)
Bones and being too thin for your build and all that shit
Being skinny isn’t everything
I love my body becuase I’m soft and full and huggable and squeezable, my hips curve out and my bosom swells and my curves are just purrAnd even though I may not like my thunder thighs a lot and the way my belly might be a tiny bit too big (I’ll admit if my dad didn’t have me eating such fucking shit food I’d be at a better weight and have a bit less of a belly), I still love my body and love myself when I look in the mirror
I think I am sexy (almost)
I mean, I understand people who find this kinda of body sexy (somehow) and want to look like that cuz everyone wants to be sexy but
What I’m saying is
Fuck, she’s ugly to me and I’d pull a face upon being faced with that in bed.  I’d be afraid to break her.  I’d want to feed her and cradle her carefully, because she hasn’t been feed and cradled. Some people’s perfection, not mine. 

I don’t think it’s right to say ^that^. Yeah, it’s your opinion, but it’s actually pretty hateful.  

Hi. I am the girl in this photo. You obviously don’t know me. And to say those things really does bring me down, I am a very, very self-conscious and insecure girl. I did not starve myself to look like this, for your information I was 3 months premature at birth and suffer a disorder where I lose large amounts of weight in short periods of time, I have to get blood tests once a month, and even sometimes I get rushed to hospital just because I forgot to eat. Most of my friends don’t know this, but I don’t even know you, and you have no right to say such a thing, about anyone not just me, anyone. Everybody is beautiful no matter what they look like. I can’t go a day without somebody calling me a name or someone commenting on my weight asking if I have an eating disorder.. You might be a lovely person, and may have just been in a bad mood or something, but sorry, fuck you. Think about what you say when you judge people on how they look, because you have no idea what the real story is.

 You’re fucking beautiful Chey, it’s people like you^ that make people insecure

You say ‘every body type is beautiful’, but you abuse the shit out of people who are thin?  You know what?  Fuck you, you blame your father for your belly?  What does he spoon feed you?  You say you’re ‘proud to be curvy’, yet you’re abusing this girl for how she is?  I don’t know Cheyenne personally, but she is beautiful, and you too would be beautiful if you didn’t have such an insecure take on body image.

I am reblogging this again because I want people to read my story, stop asking for this body, and stop wanting it. I’m not perfect in anyway, I hate the way I look and knowbody can change that. You’re beautiful, everyone is beautiful in there own way. Some people just choose not to believe it because they let their insecurities take over, and that’s what’s happened to me. Please stop asking for this body and saying that you would ‘kill for a body like this’ and what-not, because you wouldn’t actually, that’s just an over exaggeration, read the comments above again, please. I’m not perfect, knowone is, and to be honest, I’m getting a lot of hate from this, and the things that just those tiny words are doing to me, scares me. I don’t want to be here anymore.

wtf why are people insulting her we get it you’re jealous as fuck and need to get her down to feel good about yourself but guess what she’s got a great body and if you read her story she clearly isn’t anorexic and didn’t starve herself so maybe you should stfu, i don’t see why her body would disgust you there is absolutely nothing wrong with it. ugh. jealousy is just the worst.

ponypancreas:

rose-beds:

yourhearts-amess:

l0laa:

rose-beds:

lovelywordstohear:

terradragon13:

0ne-last-chance:

bloodcuts:

perfect

one day I want to look like this.

No.
I know skinny looks nice but

What the fuck is this shit

She has absolutely no curves, and her thighs look like fucking wooden boards, and the way they attach to her caved in fucking stomach (see how it doesn’t even fill in her tiny fucking underwear?) is just awkward.  In fact, just, you can see she has a normal sized skeleton but she starved herself down so that her pelvis just sticks out and ugh

I mean the photography is nice but

These kinds of bodies almost disgust me (That isn’t quite the right word, it’s more.. a mild distaste)

Bones and being too thin for your build and all that shit

Being skinny isn’t everything

I love my body becuase I’m soft and full and huggable and squeezable, my hips curve out and my bosom swells and my curves are just purr
And even though I may not like my thunder thighs a lot and the way my belly might be a tiny bit too big (I’ll admit if my dad didn’t have me eating such fucking shit food I’d be at a better weight and have a bit less of a belly), I still love my body and love myself when I look in the mirror

I think I am sexy (almost)

I mean, I understand people who find this kinda of body sexy (somehow) and want to look like that cuz everyone wants to be sexy but

What I’m saying is

Fuck, she’s ugly to me and I’d pull a face upon being faced with that in bed.  I’d be afraid to break her.  I’d want to feed her and cradle her carefully, because she hasn’t been feed and cradled. 
Some people’s perfection, not mine. 

I don’t think it’s right to say ^that^. Yeah, it’s your opinion, but it’s actually pretty hateful.  

Hi. I am the girl in this photo. You obviously don’t know me. And to say those things really does bring me down, I am a very, very self-conscious and insecure girl. I did not starve myself to look like this, for your information I was 3 months premature at birth and suffer a disorder where I lose large amounts of weight in short periods of time, I have to get blood tests once a month, and even sometimes I get rushed to hospital just because I forgot to eat. Most of my friends don’t know this, but I don’t even know you, and you have no right to say such a thing, about anyone not just me, anyone. Everybody is beautiful no matter what they look like. I can’t go a day without somebody calling me a name or someone commenting on my weight asking if I have an eating disorder.. You might be a lovely person, and may have just been in a bad mood or something, but sorry, fuck you. Think about what you say when you judge people on how they look, because you have no idea what the real story is.

 You’re fucking beautiful Chey, it’s people like you^ that make people insecure

You say ‘every body type is beautiful’, but you abuse the shit out of people who are thin?  You know what?  Fuck you, you blame your father for your belly?  What does he spoon feed you?  You say you’re ‘proud to be curvy’, yet you’re abusing this girl for how she is?  I don’t know Cheyenne personally, but she is beautiful, and you too would be beautiful if you didn’t have such an insecure take on body image.

I am reblogging this again because I want people to read my story, stop asking for this body, and stop wanting it. I’m not perfect in anyway, I hate the way I look and knowbody can change that. You’re beautiful, everyone is beautiful in there own way. Some people just choose not to believe it because they let their insecurities take over, and that’s what’s happened to me. Please stop asking for this body and saying that you would ‘kill for a body like this’ and what-not, because you wouldn’t actually, that’s just an over exaggeration, read the comments above again, please. I’m not perfect, knowone is, and to be honest, I’m getting a lot of hate from this, and the things that just those tiny words are doing to me, scares me. I don’t want to be here anymore.

wtf why are people insulting her we get it you’re jealous as fuck and need to get her down to feel good about yourself but guess what she’s got a great body and if you read her story she clearly isn’t anorexic and didn’t starve herself so maybe you should stfu, i don’t see why her body would disgust you there is absolutely nothing wrong with it. ugh. jealousy is just the worst.

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